Am being helped get over agrophobia
Went into town today had panic attack T went through the roof I try everything that I have been told to do but nothing worked I just wanted it to stop if I had been in a place where traffic was when this happened I do think I would have ended it.2 police officers came over to where I was sitting and asked if I was all right I told them what was happening 1 went and got me a bottle of water as my mouth was so dry and when I felt better I got then to walk me to the taxi rank and went home.i was told by my mentor that if you get into trouble when your out there will all ways be someone to turn to.
I posted this here as I needed to tell somebody I don’t want to tell my family or the people who are helping me with my mental health issues I just feel I have let everybody down and that I am a failure and have let my mental issues and my T win
But I am not a person to just quit and I try every new idea on how to cope with Tbut now I have had it 24/7 for over 4 years In both ears I do feel that I just can’t cope with it any longer.
Sorry if this might upset anyone
Rest assured I am fine now and I will get back and go out I will not let this win I have to do it not just for me but for my family and all the people that are helping me and for all suffers of T to show T can not win and must not win we all have to be strong.
Thanks for the BTA for being their for us all and for all the people on this forum who help people with there kind words and their ideas on how to cope with T.
John