Hi... i had my thyroid removed last may 2017, been taking 100mcg levo. i was prescribed to take 175 but i feel sick about it so i reduced it. im currently working and staying onboard a ship for 6 months already,
my story is, when i came onboard the ship for work, my airplane luggage (with my meds) got delayed, it took 3 months before i received it. and was able to take levo again. my exp. while not having meds for 3 months was very bad. i wasn't able to sleep, i had bad dreams when ever i was able to sleep, i was often tired and grumpy, i had all sorts of drama going on between me and God about having such situation. anyways NOW i feel or often think that there is no more left to be or to have. maybe im just getting tired and lazy, i was thinking maybe its caused by my levo intake. i havent seen a doctor since december 2017. ill go home soon my contract will end july. yup ill see a doctor.
im just worried about how i feel.
its like im ready to let go, like i gave up life already????
i feel so un inspired to do the stuff that i used to do.
is this depression?
im also worried that maybe my papillary carcinoma has returned into some other form in my other organs.