Good evening everyone,
Another black day, on Thursday I have got to take my beautiful Josie back to the vets, so he can put her to sleep. Tears are streaming down my face as I write this, how can I possibly take her their, knowing he is going to end her life. My dad doesn't understand, I just get shouted at :<
She has arthritis and the pain seems to be worse for her, normally she has acupuncture but that has become more painful so she won't tolerate it, I did ask if I could try some pain relief for her, he has given her a tiny bit, it has given me an extra week to say goodbye.
She is still exactly the same, always purring and happy to see me, she is a lovely cat and nothing has changed.
I can not bear to take her Thursday.
Dr Peatfield always said emotional stress is the worse kind of stress, so no doubt my health will suffer.
After all I have had to put up with in my life, I really hoped I would be saved the trauma of having an animal put to sleep but no, it seems not,
Thank you for listening