Hi, I'm new to this group.
I mainly post in the anxiety groups as I suffer with health anxiety really bad.
I just had surgery on my neck to move a rather large mole 2 weeks ago, so I currently have an inch and a half scar under my neck which is fine. Still very sore but it's healing slowly.
This is probably one of the biggest things I've ever had done, I had weeks of anxiety leading up to it, a huge panic attack in the hospital before I was called in, my partner was even allowed to stay with me during the whole procedure that's how petrified I am.
I received a call yesterday saying that they have my results but I have to wait until Monday and actually go into hospital to be told, so I already know that this must mean it's bad news!!
Even more so because my mum got told her mole was cancer back in September but they told her over the phone... So obviously this must mean mine is worse...
I am absolutely petrified, I did not sleep, I run two small businesses which are going down the pan because I'm so worried, I constantly feel like I'm going to be sick. Waiting until Monday to be told is such a long time I think it's rather unfair actually. I just don't know what to expect and I'm so frightened. Please somebody help xxx
