Hi All,
As I have written before, I live in Brasil where the only access I have to Buprenorphine is in the form of a patch. And it is expensive. So when I was in California recently, I asked my neurologist to write a prescription for Buprenorphine in tablet form. With my insurance it is quite cheap.
When I was using a patch I had noticed a slight turn toward depression that I successfully counteracted with Wellbutrin. However, with the tablet my depression has gotten significantly worse. At times I am ambushed by a sadness and darkness so heavy that I am unable to fight it off; often ending up in bed weeping until I fall asleep. Then just as suddenly, I can feel my mood lift and I am ok. Needless to say these ping ponging emotions are not easy to handle for me or my wife and I live with some fear that another cloud will descend out of nowhere.
Unfortunately, in the states the smallest dose of Buprenorphine available in a tablet is 2mg. Even cutting the tablet in half is more Buprenorphine than the 20 mg 7 day patch was delivering. Could the increased depth of my depression be a result of the increased dose? At least for now, I have switched back to the patch as a test. So I will see. Any thoughts?
Also, I have also been taking pregabalin for about a year and was up to 200mg a day. My neurologist shotgun approach to treating my RLS. Try anything. Since my symptoms seem to be covered by the Buprenorphine I thought I would try to eliminate one of the many medications I have been taking. After a month, I am down to 100mg. Could the deeper depression be a sign of withdrawing from pregabalin to quickly?
Thanks so much for reading.
Rivers