Need more support

[Racewac844]

Is it okay to ask for more support

[gajh]

Yes it absolutely is ok to ask for more support. I am glad you are reaching out.

[Racewac844 in reply to gajh]

Nothing aboit me matters and all my dreams don't matter either. Everything is ruined for me

[gajh in reply to Racewac844]

You matter!

[Racewac844 in reply to gajh]

I'm suffering with nobody to talk to . My goals and dreams are gone why did I have to be abused in my past, give up a baby t9 abortion, be retraumatized

[gajh in reply to Racewac844]

I am sorry you are suffering. Have you considered getting a therapist to work through the abuse and retraumatization?

[Racewac844 in reply to gajh]

Therapy even has me nervous as previously mental health professionals were even mean

[gajh in reply to Racewac844]

I am sorry you had negative experiences. I am very grateful that I have good mental health professionals. There are some good ones out there.

[Hidden in reply to Racewac844]

I know the feeling. I looked for a therapist that had 30 years of experience. She is great. Please keep trying. I'm 55 and I wished I had keep trying. I was in agony and pain too long. I have at least 10 health conditions.

[Racewac844 in reply to Hidden]

I'm sorry and thank you for responding just been very hard for me . I feel lost

[Hidden in reply to Racewac844]

I totally understand. It is very hard.

[Racewac844 in reply to Hidden]

The loss of who I am scares me

[Racewac844 in reply to gajh]

No interest in sex. Anything. Misd my husband. My mindset has changed. It's like deja vu

[gajh in reply to Racewac844]

How about a therapist?

[Racewac844 in reply to gajh]

Very bad experiences

[Racewac844 in reply to gajh]

Can I stay in touch

[gajh in reply to Racewac844]

I can keep talking now for a little while longer.

[Hidden]

You are strong. You can do it. I know it is hard. I struggle everyday. I don't feel normal.

[Racewac844]

I don't either. Don't know what's happened to me wondering of I've been retraumatized