About to have a hot chocolate and hit the couch (again).
Been getting mucked around, Dr talked to hospital to organise the 2nd temporal artery bypass on the left this time. dunno why first was positive. Hospital knows nothing about it, he talked to them this morning. As of 2pm left in hands of a receptionist. Now 10-30pm no news. so waiting in pain, 3 hourly endone. Choices - present at ER, get morphine for pain. I have just spent 7 months weaning off pain meds, got to 4mg of jurnista a day ( was on 24mg ) and 2-4 endone a week (from 10mgs 3-4 times a day ) and Panadol as needed. So I go to Er get morphine, then more withdrawals. Choices cope with the pain ( BTW this was all put in to motion , the biopsy over 4 days ago ) or spin it out, nearly cry while I eat, talk, smile and the constant temp artery pain but no more pain meds and I am at home. Going now, Hot chocolate cuddle dog and couch. Thanks me.