I have a lot of empathy for you. I to have days when I can barely tolerate the pain and have had the same thoughts. But we must fight on for as long as we can.
I know that rage. I am a stranger with PD. Know that you are not alone. Look at what
brings you joy. And save it. Never let it go. Hold on tight. You have comrades that want to lift you up, higher and higher, to take away your pain. You are not alone. You are loved.
I admire your gift of poetry and of expression. However I am also always deeply saddened to read such pain and anguish. For me illness = opportunity, I have to think like that, I need to think like that, and that is the world, the new one I have created. I do so many wonderful things now that I didn't make time for, I have so many new hobbies and projects and I love them all. Switching a bad thing into a good one takes effort, energy, desire and motivation. You clearly have all those. I look forward to the day when your glorious writing is about happiness, fulfillment and smiles. I hope it comes soon. Kindest, ever C x
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Lovely words that give co,fort. Thank you from all of us.
I hope you can gain some support from us other people with PD? You are not alone. Are you near a group that you can meet with. I started with one Parkie friend and that opened the door. Sending you a hug from British Columbia.
Thanks! I never forget there are people out there like me who I can help and who can help me. I appreciate any and all the love and support I can get. It just that sometimes it it gets "too much" and I just want to scream: "I am not brave"!, "It is not okay"!, "I am sick and tired and I don't want to pretend I am not scared so that you can feel better about my illness"! but I don't think anyone would listen.
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