Wow, it seems like things sort of escalated in the last two months, but I'm seeing how it unfolded and accepting it. I'm a teacher and realized that by February, accomplishing my day was so stressful. I slept through my lunch every day and sometimes at the end of a class. I got up two hours early so I could handle the commute in and still I was terrified. I love children, but my colleagues and superiors have shown me that I'm really not up to par.
They've worked it out for me to qualify for retirement disability and I'm gonna do it.