I am sure I have spoken about this many many times but it flooded my head again today so here's a recap. I manage with the lack ofco-ordination, stiffness, pain, incontinence, the catatonic foot and all the rest of the 'body' type stuff. What annoys me the most is...
Loosing words mid sentence
Not being able to concentrate enough to read a book
Not being able to spell
Talking gobbledygook and then 're-engaging' knowing I did
Suddenly falling asleep for a few seconds
Being catastrophically untidy
Worrying about what people think
Driving to Tesco feeling overwhelmed and driving out
Making it into Tesco, looking at all the products on the shelves feeling overwhelmed and walking out
Making it to the Tesco check out getting home and discovering I bought nothing we needed
Getting over anxious if my to-do list has more than one thing on it
Turning into an incompetent ninny at airports
there's marmite, haribo, hugs, music, cherries, a sunrise, the noise of the sea, picnic's, friends, dancing in the rain, the smell of a new puppy, painting, drums (of course) wearing a tutu ......
Don't let it get to you, don't let it rub out who you are, keep filling life in again....
Just say NO! it won't, it can't, I'm not letting it!