some days

[docnai]

some days are better than others, most days are bad yesterday and today have been really bad, most days people don't notice, today lots of people noticed, which is a worry but most days i worry. mostly! ah well thanks for listening (reading)

[hamble99b]

sorry you are having a rough time docnai, I hope things ease tomorrow.

regards, sandra.

[teadrinker]

keep thinking about the good days and tell the worries to clear off! If other people notice it does seem to magnify the pain. But on the other hand, at least they noticed. It's worse when it's a really bad day and no one seems to care.

[Hidden]

You say your friends know when you are in pain. For them try and be positive, this is a test that we here all need too keep in control or negativity, will make you even worse. .

I know that this is so difficult, I have been with my friend now for over thirty years, you get less time for murder. Although it can make you stronger and friends will notice that as well.

So keep a hold and good luck, lifes a bitch and life is never fair.

[nedd]

Hope you had the energy to get the better of the pain today,

[docnai]

thanks to all who replied made me feel a lot better. (mostly)

[Hidden]

hows today? I noticed that - if people kept asking me how I was or did I need help it made the pain worse because I had to stop and focus on it.

Although I did work in admin in a health centre full of GP's physios, social workers etc who are trained to observe such things, only 3 people actually noticed changes in me on a day to day basis, a GP, a physio and another admin assistant. The rest just thought I was miserable - at least they left me alone because of it.