I hate my life! I have fibromyalgia, arthritis, degenerative disc disease, migraine headaches the last one has lasted every day and night since last February! Parkinson's disease and dystonia. Because a nurse ordered to much depression medication! I have gone over 20 yrs. to the pain clinic. No help! I have so much pain, l can't take it any more! Doctors don't care, you are just a number on a chart! I went to my internist , told him how bad my headaches are, how I can't stand it any more! I was crying, please help me! He said well go to your Neurologist he will help you! I explained my headaches, and pain, that I can't take it any more!!!!!! He said go to your Internist, he will help you. Ya, right! Why don't I just kill myself, then no one has to deal with it! I feel no one cares. They just send you to some one else. I have been to 7 Drs. since spring, no one knows what to do for my pain! I have had 3 back surgeries for my disc problem. That is coming apart, so that hurts a lot. I hate my life, I pray every night please let me die, but I don't!