I havnt posted anything for a few weeks ive just felt so down and utterly fed up , the last visit to the RA nurse my das score was 5.46 but i had been on the MTX for 5 weeks and it had been a really horrible 5 weeks i was very sick , the Ra nuse contacted the consultant and i was taken straight of the MTX and had to wait for a hand scan which has come back as from what i can understand no inflamation and no damage but my hands are so painfull . The only meds im on at the moment is pain relief although i am due to see the consultant for the first time since the scan on december 12th .
I cant help feeling that maybe i have been wrongly diagnosed my inflamation level on bloods is slightly raised but thats about it , the pain is mostly my shoulders and hands but i have like painful aches in the knees and the toe joints , i also feel absolutly tired out but im sleeping .
To top this of i get esa it has been changed from incapasity and i have a work related interview with the job centre on the 8th december ans ive been placed in the work related group anyone been to one of these interveiws ? im so worried they will try and send me to work as just geting throught he day is hard enough .
this blog looks like its a major moan im so sorry i know everyone here has similar problems and i do hope everyone is feeling the best that they can feel ..!