After an awful start to the week being in a&e with a suspected spinal compression and then swiftly followed by the private consultant I am in a good place mentally for the first time in about 10months.
I am starting my days eating breakfast under the trees and the cats chilling with me. I am starting to think about picking up on the counselling course I stopped as my brain fog could not let me study. I am feeling proactive.
The fact my wonderful friend paid for the consultant and my allergy testing (happens Thursday) I feel a whole weight of frustration has lifted from my shoulders.
I thanked her yesterday in a note to say I cried tears of happiness yesterday as I felt I had been listened too and had a path to follow.
A lot has been lost this year with friends and family but I can see a light at the end of the dark tunnel now.
AND Olumiant has arrived and on day 3 and no adverse reactions so that has made my heart sing.
Have a lovely weekend all x