You've not failed, however many times you've tried. You've been practicing and preparing! You've learned a lot about how your body and mind will try to trick you into smoking, and knowledge is power and all that. Stick with the forum, buddying up's a great idea, I know AnnMarie and I were really grateful for each other's presence in the early days (and still!).
There's loads of great advice here, and I found hanging around reading past-quitters' advice and experiences really useful. Ooops, just seen your join date, you probably know all this already!
Being back at day one is a good thing, not a bad thing! Many of us fail a quit or two. The hard part is going back to day one and quitting again. Congratulations
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