my choice and it tastes foul but at this moment in time I need a friend and these fags seem to be the only thing that give me a reason to live.
I have been so ill that my depressed state is more powerful than anything I have ever encountered.
my life is lacking life and taking ad's is just not an option so I have used exercise to lift my spirit but this vertigo has put a block on walking since last thurs. since last thurs I have been either confined to bed laid flat or sat staring at a wall. cant read, cant watch tv, cant use internet for more than 5 mins. meds haven't worked and yes I have tried with them. gp said I am not allowed to try any others as they all seem to have ill effects on me so basically I am stumped. all I can think is that maybe in a year or so when my journey with mum has been walked then I can rough it out without her seeing what a weak willed coward I truly am. Thank you for all your help over the past 2 months and good luck to everyone