Well I have let my self down, been and bought ten cigs, smoked one, binned the rest.
Not only am I struggling with my eye, my grandson being to little, my son with his arms stil not right after he got his accident, also gave my notice in at work two weeks ago, dad dying, still struggling with mums death, and my steers nasty accident,
But have found out earlier to day my oh has been having a affair, that was what tipped me over the edge.
So I,m sat here on my own, binned the rest.
I just feel like my world has fell apart.
Sorry for the rant.