it is eight days now since I smoked the last one. Health wise, I guess I breath better and my sense of smell improved.
On the other hand, my blood pressure seriously dropped, along with my heart rate. Before I regularly had 120/80 and now it's 100/65, and I really do feel that drop in blood pressure. Hopefully it will go away soon...
I dream about smoking every single night. Last night I had one of those very vivid dreams. Now I can't stop thinking about that feeling In addition, I was actively trying to find threads in the Penthouse where people complain how they still struggle, so that is not a good sign :rolleyes:
However, I am not even close to lighting one up. I just wasn't prepared for this "I will be an addict forever" thingy. In other news, my pet rabbit died from a heart attack 2 days ago and I had my first beer yesterday. So I guess it's a good sign I didn't light up in those situations!