Sometimes it hard to believe that I made it this far! Those first few weeks were, by far, the hardest challenge of my will power that I have ever faced! It was NOT easy! Some days I still get urges and taste.. but then I remind myself of all the negatives surrounding smoking and then I phrase myself for my accomplishments!
This may be awful.. but I do tell myself if I still get urges in 20yrs then i can allow myself to smoke again since by then my body will self heal almost 100% of all and any smoking damage that it may have now! I'm hoping I won't want a cigg in 20yrs though
My biggest fear is the summer!! I haven't had a beer/drink since I quit, or even hung around a smoker.. so I'm afraid of the challenges that the summer may bring!! I hope I'm strong enough!!! I have faith in myself though!
Started smoking at age 14! Smoked about 15 smokes a day for just about 20yrs.
Quit on November 11th - Used e-Cigg for 2wks - then cold turkey since!