Hiya, well first off thanks yet again to all the lovely people who have helped me over the past couple of days. it's amazing that there's so many genuine, lovely people who care so much!!
It's been pretty hellish, and without you guys, I'd definitely be smoking now. :eek: Not because I want to - believe me that's the last thing I want (or I'd be doing it) but because the feeling that there's no alternative is absolutely overwhelming and terrifying.
But I'm not. And I won't smoke today either!!
Am feeling a lot better - it's sunny, which definitely helps, and the weekend too
Was doing the shopping this morning, and it hit me at the checkout that it was brilliant not to be getting cravy for a fag!!
The shop was busy and waiting in a queue, plus people who always manage to blunder about in the flipping way used to mean I'd spark up as soon as i got out, but I don't have to
So I'm getting the freedom feeling back, even though I do slightly crave, smoking for today at least, is not an option!!
Am going to be off out this afternoon, enjoying the sunshine and the smells of fresh air and how would inhaling burnt leaves make that any better?
Get stuffed Nic!!