Im really struggling to explain how I feel to my OH!?
Ive been smoke free now for 71 days (14 of these CT), and Ive not really craved as such, but as you know, the last few days have been really tough for me......so Ive tried to explain to my OH whats going on with me...see, I dont feel that my depressive and extremely low mood is solely down to my quit, I think there is something that is triggering this mood which is in turn leading me to want the comfort of a ciggie....OR is this the nature of this beast to warp my mind to thinking that way!? You see I KNOW there are things on my mind, as does my OH....so why does he insist on being to stupid to get where im coming from!!!??? :confused::confused::confused: More annoyingly, when I get frustrated because I cant explain it, he takes a mood with me!!?? WTF :eek:
So, does anybody else understand what I mean, and if so (oh please im on me knees praying im not alone in this thought!) how do you explain what it is your mind is doing so that someone who is still a slave to the ciggies gets it!!?? lol