I almost caved last night. I literally felt like I was going crazy.. I hated myself and the world around me. The urge was so intense. I was miserable and mean. I was giving myself the excuse that it wasn’t worth being the crazy mom that I am becoming.. but luckily I knew it was just an excuse and I will soon be out of this major transitional phase and it will all be worth it someday really soon. I’ve been lucky.. 97% of my co-workers and about 80% of my family and friends are non-smokers so I have been able to avoid smokers and alcohol for the past 24 days. I couldn’t imagine the battle some of you had to go through to beat this crazy addiction!
Waiting for the day I can go all day without thinking about smoking!!
Smoker for almost 20 yrs, about 15-20 a day.
Started at age 14 – Quit November 11,2013 at 4:15pm at age 33
Going strong but it’s NOT easy!