soooo i guess ive done my stoptober!!!! 28 days i've literally amazed my self!
Though i could not have done it without the champix (for which i am grateful) i knew the time to give up smoking had arrived, as i was sick of them, though that didn't stop me going for a cig whenever the thought to have one arose, i had tried patches and inhalator and just could not smack the cravings on the head (guess im pretty weak to be honest) but that thought aside as i refuse to let that one sit on my tongue or in my head for very long, as i made the initial decision to quit and took my bad self to the docs to get the prescription etc etc
I did not think that my husband would follow this through as he was always dead against the idea and to be honest smokers cannot see the life without cigarettes until you have started and got through those first horrible days and can see that Yes you can live without them... That they really do rule your life.
Hubby couldn't see past the "we all smoke at work, its what i do" and i couldn't see past the "i cannot drive a car without a cig" what about after dinner? lets go for a walk but lets roll 3 fags a piece first!!! family meal and looking for the right time in the conversation to say just popping for a smoke! god the list is endless and now feels slightly embarrasing as we have coped just fine.... to the end i will continue this war as this is one fight i will win!!! (and not just because i am female lol)
Have a fab day everyone!!!