Well its been 11 months since Ive logged onto this site. I had a stumble, I fell. I stumbled again, I fell and in the end I thought stuff it Im never going to be able to stop.
Well here I am again, back on the wagon and will be on my 7th day as of midnight. I don't know what. if anything, will be different this time.
When I have stopped before I have felt healthy, planned my quit day, attended smoking clinics. This time I just thought Im going to stop this tomorrow and I did. Im in the depressed part of my cycle too which makes it even more amazing to me.
How long will it last this time? I have no idea. All I do know is that its going to be one day at a time. If I fall, then I fall. I wont beat myself up about it. All I will be able to do is climb on the wagon again. Until then Im going to enjoy the fact that today I didn't smoke.
Quick wave to anyone who was here with me before xxx