Thank god i made it! You wouldnt believe the big fat smile on my face when i got into bed (hammered) without touching a cigerette all night :D:D Big mile stone for me, the biggest actually.
I was so nervous all day, determined, but nervous as i just didnt know how i would be. When i got to my friends i just decided to go straight in a pour a drink and just get the night rolling. the alcahol actually relaxed me and got rid of my nervousness! there was no oh i wish i was smoking with my friends, if anything i found it abit inconvieniant we had to keep going outside lol!
I knew if i could get through one night i would be fine for next time. Im so happy.
Truth is - I dont miss smoking at all.