So day 6, not bad so far.
But tonight is my first time being around other smokers and to be honest I am genuinely bricking it.
As I said in post yesterday its a poker night tonight, my plan is smokers go smoke in the garden (while I either slowly rock back & forth in a corner or end up being a peeping tom through the curtain while they smoke), no alcohol for me as I see that as being a catalyst for starting again.
My girlfriend is being my conscience as well so I should be able to get through the next 8 hours just fine and resume the quitting schedule.
Still doesnt make the fear go away, Ill let you know how it goes.
Wish me luck
It was my first night of drinking amongst my smoker friends last weekend, I also had a feeling of dread..but it was actually easy-they ****** STANK by the way, and it was lovely to come home still smelling fresh and lovely