Last day at work tomorrow before i start Uni. I esp decided to leave work tomorrow rather than friday as i wanted some days to relax while i go through the bad bit (going cold turkey) and mum will be at work so i havent got to be horrible to anyone
Ill probs have my last fag at lunch time, then finish the day out as a non smoker. Its weird because i have had this quit day in mind for about 4 weeks now. I smoked so much on holiday i felt sick and I just couldnt wait until i quit! But i thought no stick to the date. Im glad i have because rather than feeling scared i feel excited! I know what im gonna feel and why but i know its for the best and its what i really want so its not a sacrifice or a hardship if you get me.
I cant wait for my skin to glow
i cant wait to feel that first relaxed breath
I cant wait to wake up that morning and forget i ever used to think about smoking
I cant wait to smell and taste everything
I cant wait to feel my wallet fuller
I cant wait for my hair to look and feel thicker (no, really!)
I cant wait to not have those black shadows leaning over me!
Common day 1'er (and any other dayers) lets get excited for our lives to start a fresh! xxxx