My last 2 days have been very low. I've kept myself busy with painting and going to the gym and making curtains (and that's just today) !
My mind has been constantly on buying some cigs. I haven't but I'm putting myself through torture. Imagining buying them rushing home and smoking !!!
Keep snapping myself out of this but it's always the same old thoughts coming back.
Then to counteract these thoughts, I imagine the lethal smoke filling my lungs and then am for a while.
Well, today I have read that BAT INDUSTRIES ( British American Tobacco Industries) have jumped onto the ECIG bandwagon and plan on releasing their own version ecig in September. And I think maybe these e cigs are ok. Supermarkets are selling them.
I keep thinking because I have been going cold turkey would I be crazy to buy an ecig ? It's so no bad as the real fags..and better than buying a packet of 10 right?
Excuse me if Iam all over the place here...just can't concentrate
Grrrrr..I got it bad for some reason