Technically today is my 2nd smoke free day though I only had one cig the day before so it feels like 3 days to me. My thoughts today:
I don't really want to kill everyone that comes close even though my brain is trying to make me believe I do (I assume my husband will be brave enough to stop sleeping on the sofa when he realizes this)
I'm crying because my eyes are getting used to the lack of smoke :rolleyes:
Of course I do not need to fill my body with toxic cr@p, it does not make me feel better at all, that's just an illusion.
Plenty of people live without smoking, I can too, my brain just needs re-programming to believe this (now where did I put that re-programming sledge-hammer?)
Not just depressing, unthinkable! No way I am going through yesterday again. Of course the thought is there.....just one, just one last cig, what difference will it make? I know better. I will beat it.
Sense of smell and poisonous smoke...... my daughter appears to have had beans for lunch or something. I'm not liking this enhanced ability to smell her poisonous gas!!!!!