I think the nine months kind of gives it away it was a pregnancy quit. Was stupid to go back to smoking after being off them so long but I was arrogant and had become complacent. After all I had one and I didn't want another one straight away in fact it was days later before I took another one. There was no way I would go back to a packet a day again right? Wrong!
So here we go again nine months later and smoking 20 a day. I know I can never 'just have the one'. I'm a hardened smoker and just the one will lead up to a packet a day.
So just reintroducing myself for the second time (hence the name) and determined there will be no wildflowerthethird
On patches this time rather than the cold turkey I did last time and I have to say I've found it a bit easier this time round, even if today was tough. One thing is my face has seriously broken out this morning everywhere, almost like acne and I never even had bad skin as a teenager. I've never had this with any other previous quits!! Argh! I thought stopping smoking was meant to give you clearer skin, not puberty type pimples. Even my eldest asked me if I had chicken pox this morning Thank goodness for make-up.