Ok so I've been using champix and am on day 15. I'm a 30 a day smoker and today is quit day! I'm struggling so much and dont know what to do. Ive had 3 smokes since I woke up at 8.30am this morning, it is now 3.30pm in the afternoon. I can't stop thinking about smoking! Work was really hard because I didn't know what to do on my breaks so I sat in my office eating lollies. I'm not sure if im craving the nicotine or the habbit, I feel totally lost like nothing is normal anymore and like I've lost a friend. I used to count down the hours etc Till my next break so I can have a smoke. Now what do I do? I never truely realised it before just how much time smoking took up, now I have so much time on my hands and nothing to fill it. I feel so bad and gutted for having those 3 smokes today and I'm determined to quit, I just dont think im strong enough as I have like 0 willpower even though I want to quit 100%.
Sorry for going on and on, I just dont know what else to do and im terrified that ill start smoking again.