Why oh why, after 6 months without smoking, am I starting to weaken??
For the past 4 months I've hardly given smoking a thought other than to wonder why I ever allowed myself to get hooked in the first place.
Now I'm finding myself weakening even though I'm not really experiencing cravings as such. If I'm honest I have to say that I just want to smoke, it's crazy!
I hate everything about smoking, the smell, the waste of money and the health risks and yet I've started to miss it recently.
I'm not depressed or worrying about anything in particular so I have absolutely no explanation for feeling this way. It feels as if I've taken a step right back to the early days of my quit and that I'm having to work hard at it in the way I did in the beginning.
I know I mustn't give in now and I suppose these feelings will pass, I hope so but I just wonder where they've suddenly come from.
Gritting my teeth and hanging on.