...& stepping into the 2nd with a bit more confidence. For those quitters who have been battling depression, a feeling of loss & deprivation, insomnia, Nick O'teen yearnings &, one of the worst things, RLS....I can tell you this: it DOES pass. They are ALL hell...NEVER think that these feelings are trivial, they aren't. If you want or need to vent them, you must get it out of your system. If you feel you can't do this on here as sometimes it feels like people don't really, REALLY understand how you feel or don't get it or don't get how you work, do what I did & vent on social networks...it makes you feel MUCH better & the replies you get back can make you smile again & make you pick up the baton to finish the race. (You can also swear on there without Spambot slapping you on the wrists &, let's face it, sometimes only a good stream of vile cursing will relieve the feelings....or is that just me? Lol) Luckily, an old friend who I met on here during my 2011 quit restored my twisted sense of humour as, with me, I need to laugh it off...I'm not the type who responds to pats on the back. I'm not at the end of this...not by a long chalk...I know these feelings will be back to plague me but I will carry on & get to that damned finsh line (I'm already finding that, when my husband & daughter come in from having a cig, I'm feeling sick...with revulsion, these days, not with longing, so that's a good start)
Anyway...that's the end of my 'Ra Ra' speech...if I can quit & get through it, anyone can 
My 1st Non Smoking Xmas for over 26 Years
A Month over but the depression is setting in
Over 7 months still going
