Woop Woop

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Eeeeeeee! I'm in here now. Week 2...can't really believe I've made it this far. :eek:

Sorry, no point to this post other than to celebrate moving from one part of the board to another.

[nsd_user663_55248]

Newleaf, I'm with ya baby!!! Yeeehaaaaaaaa!!! Xx

[nsd_user663_55248]

Ok, that is actually a lie!! Gutted! It will be 2 weeks for me on Sunday!!! But way to go Newleaf.... Your cracking it!!! Xx

[nsd_user663_7276]

Awww, thanks guys, your support is so consistent and fantastic.

Yay Isha, way to go- week twooooooooo

[nsd_user663_7276]

Today is shite and horrible.

My wonderful mum is so poorly. She looks so old, and scared. I know she won't be here by the end of the year, I just know.

I don't believe I will ever go to the theatre with her again. She will never babysit my children again. She will never see her beloved French chalet again. She will probably never eat a proper meal again.

Everything looks very, very bleak today. I'm angry and in despair. I could easily smoke. So easily. And I want to. But I haven't yet. Clinging on to this quit.

[nsd_user663_7276]

Thank you kat, you're exactly right- this is a gift for her. It's the best thing I can do for her...in fact it's the only thing I can do for her since I can't stop her being ravaged by this bastard illness. Am so so sad today. Tomorrow, I might climb up a hill and shout some obscenities at the sky. :rolleyes:

Thanks for your warmth and support; very much appreciated. xxx