It's the faceless wonder here, can't disclose my identity if my mother found out I had smoked she would literally kill me and yes I am 35 and should 'woman up' but I can't and giving up smoking is hard enough without the overdue and very late wrath of a loved one!?
Anyway I am rambling! I have a recurring dream and wondered if anyone else had it!? Basically I smoke so break my quit. That's it really but wake up with.a substantial feeling of guilt and can't shake it, it's so real some days I actually think I have smoked and ruined things!? And other days I long for a cig as its like my fake dream cig has topped up my nicotine levels
Anyone else experienced this
By the way sorry I keep posting!! I am absolutely fine all day keep busy at work don't even think about smoking even if I go out for a "fresh air break" with other smokers and yet come 930 onwards my mind starts to wander ... Boredom I think
Hope everyone is keeping up with their quits been a bit me me me lately. And if you are one of these day one wonders sort it out and get into day two!!