Dropped my baby off to nursery for the first time, cried most of the way to work, got home, play, dinner, baby in bed... and did not even think about ciggies until now. And now I feel like I really "deserve" one. Oh my how hard this quitting business is. Why does it have to come and hit you over and over again, just when you think you've sailed a difficult day? Bah.
Roosa.
