Hey My Fellow Quitters,
Long time no speak! So...I think this is my first post in this room, despite the fact that tomorrow I start Month...wait for it.....8, EIGHT, eight, the one after 7 and getting closer to 9 by the second...the more I say it, the better it sounds!!!!! And bwoy does it feel strange, strangely good I mean!
That's 2/3 of a full year without something that I could barely manage 2/3 of a day without!!! How desperately dependent must I have been back then?
So...how is everyone doing? I see some familiar faces in this room, some new ones and a few poking there noses in just to get a peep of what's to come for them!...
I am doing really well BUT I really do not want to become complacent towards my quit as I know that my mind often continues to wander towards the idea of smoking again and on the odd occasion when in the company of other smokers, I do find myself wanting to join them - BUT I DON'T!!
Like for example last night, I went to a hen party - to see the 'Dream Idols' Ladies and bwoy are they hot!!!! Sorry gents
.....Anyway, I digress - one of my friends said that she was going for a fag break during the intermission and my reaction to her surprise was 'aw...I soo wish I could join you right now!!' And that's all it was, a wish, a wish that if I am completely honest, one that I hope is NEVER EVER granted!!!
Once again, thank you to you all for your support and kind words...Long may ALL our quits reign!