So I am back again trying to get off the fags once more....
I am really struggling this time. I have serious concentration issues and think I am getting more dumb by the day - even my boss has pulled me and asked what my problem is!!!. My head is thumping all the time, my throat feels swollen and is really sore and I have a persistent cough. Oh..and I am soooo tired all the time, I feel like I'm not sleeping but I know that I am. Everythings sounds slightly muted too...:confused:
I have tried cold turkey each morning but quickly start back on the NRT because I worry that I will litterally pull my boyfriends head clean off his shoulders with my bare hands, and thats only within the first 45 minutes of the day!!!! He is a bit nippy on it as he is quitting too, we may be single by the end of this but at this poin in time I dont really give a fuzz....gggrrr grrrr
I am currently gorging myself on lozenges, gum, inhalator and that e-lite electronic ciggy thing which tastes like manure :mad: I tried a patch aswell yesterday but it made my arm itch worse than a badgers arse so I had to take it off before I tore my own arm off...honestly!!!.....send me to the front line, I could kill all round me and my language would make chubby brown blush!!
I was tempted to ask my gp for Champix but have been on Anti depressants for the past few months and have heard that Champix isnt really the best option for those with a history of depression :confused:
I spent my lunch break looking at shisha pipes and thinking that getting one with some nicotine free stuff to smoke might sort the problem...uuurrgghh!!! Will daddle on for now as my head has an appointment for a one to one with a brick wall :rolleyes: