Hello to all and here I am at day 12 and I feel pretty good. I am not tempted to smoke at all. I do not feel deprived I feel LIBERATED. Still really scared that I will find a way to sabotage myself. I stopped using patches today. I have some lozenges, and will use a couple a day if I feel any sort of urge to smoke. Last week I bought a pair of shiny shoes and yesterday I bought lots of bulbs for my garden. I could not have bought them if I had been smoking. I dont know what I will buy next week, but I dont think it will be stinky fags.