Magic's Log - day 17

[nsd_user663_51617]

Day 17: absolutely nothing significant about that and nothing has changed in either my psychological and physiological state. Over and out.

Addendum: it would appear that toilet functionality has improved and my cheeks have more colour. I still smell nice and i have possibly too much energy.

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Shit - - its dark in here....

[nsd_user663_51074]

good mate day 17 and no majors, dont get to comfortable, when it hits it hits hard! this is the point most poeple brake down!

I went 6 weeks CT absolute fine in my early 20 then i just cam over all depressed for no reason and all i could do was get back on fags!!!! 10 years later here on drugs haha.

Really pleased you seem one of the kind ( like my farther ) who just seems to stop effortless, no withdrawl no change nothing

Derek

[nsd_user663_51617]

Thanks DJ and Karri.

I must admit I am finding it easy at the moment which is great but I am prepared for any moments of strife.

I think my acceptance of my decision and knowing categorically that i dont want to smoke again is making this easier than id expected and dare i say it, enjoyable. That is weird i know but i am enjoying it. I'm positively embracing every craving and feeling i get.

[nsd_user663_51074]

Thanks DJ and Karri.

I must admit I am finding it easy at the moment which is great but I am prepared for any moments of strife.

I think my acceptance of my decision and knowing categorically that i dont want to smoke again is making this easier than id expected and dare i say it, enjoyable. That is weird i know but i am enjoying it. I'm positively embracing every craving and feeling i get.

I think my acceptance of my decision and knowing categorically that i dont want to smoke again ....... this is why i think in doing great this time compared to others as I dont casre how bad it gets i wont ever smoke again. I have not had at any stage the force to grab one, just irratable, slight depression some mornings but it lasts like 5 mins... im like you really enjoying the coughing the tightness in my chest, the feeling of excitement with no satisfaction ( craving ) lol. your doing amazing and hearing postive stories is great as sometimes it can be all doom and gloom on here...

p.s whats your name Magic

[nsd_user663_51617]

would you laugh if i told you it was Tarquin Rithington-Smithe the 3rd.

[nsd_user663_51074]

would you laugh if i told you it was Tarquin Rithington-Smithe the 3rd.

Of course I would not laugh , that is such a great name with such character in it, not like plain old boroing derek cox haha

[nsd_user663_51617]

ha ha - did you google it? ha ha ha

Of course thats not my name. if it was id be smoking as much as i can!!!

[nsd_user663_51074]

no not yet but I would of, haha how funny but it is a great name if it was true

[nsd_user663_51617]

it is isnt it? i might adopt it for this forum.

Tarq

[nsd_user663_51074]

haha well done (Tarq) im really intrigued now maybe your some kind of celebrity

[nsd_user663_52101]

ha ha - did you google it? Ha ha ha

of course thats not my name. If it was id be smoking as much as i can!!!

lolololol...................................

[nsd_user663_51617]

Karri, how did you come up with that?

[nsd_user663_39534]

Well done magic or( tarq) haha always enjoy reading your posts your doing really great

[nsd_user663_48218]

I think you have now been renamed as Tarq Brightside. Sounds like a cabaret artist or a radio DJ lol

[nsd_user663_48218]

Addendum: it would appear that toilet functionality has improved and my cheeks have more colour. I still smell nice and i have possibly too much energy.

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Can I also say LOL about the above. Toilet functionality improved and cheeks have more colour. You may want to be specific with your cheeks lolololololol:D:p:eek:

[nsd_user663_51617]

Ha ha mark, I was talking about my facial cheeks of course.

From Tarq Brightside.

Karri, its not my name but foer reasons I won't share its spooky.