Wow, time flies when u'r fighting a demon!
More good days now than bad. But when the bad hit they are ugly! Not craves at all, just signals from a " habit". I have days when I think I miss smoking, but manage to scrape thru the day without caving. Days like that make me wonder if and how bad I want to quit!
I don't miss the smell, sometimes like the smell, depends. Don't miss spending the money on them. Feel some what better, that's still a work in progress. Did get off one BP pill because BP lowered from no smoke intake.
A long six weeks, but yet has gone surprisingly fast ... Not out of nicodemon land by far but riding the waves easier than before. The knot that hits my belly happens less and less.
So as I write this I'm thinking a smoke sounds good! RATS!
Hope everyone is okay, have not seen or heard from many April buddies!
Chantix - one more month then off I go on my own!