I want to start by saying i'm not a person to go looking for sympathy or to be passed the tissue box but i'm going through hell.
This last entire week has seen my anger and moods reach epic per-portions and i can sadly say it's affecting my relationship now. My girlfriend is already seriously ill and has her own problems to contend with and i'm not helping.
I must confess i have come very close to smoking on a couple of occasions but managed to hold out as i don't want to throw another quit away. I can't keep doing this as the strain it puts on myself and others is truly unbearable The thing is i'm not really craving which i suppose is good news but it's the other side of this quit i can't handle. I'm short tempered and always seem to be waiting to snap.
I've been weighing up the options in my head(like you do)
1) Don't blow this quit now after all the hard work you have gone through to reach the 6 week mark.
2) Stop hurting the ones you love, You are making there lives a misery and yours,so have a fag. So what if it leads to another one and so.
3) I have major issues going on in my life and quitting now is not good timing.
These are the 3 main questions that keep on circling my thoughts. I pick one but the next day my thoughts change again.
I even started to cut down my food intake last week and went for moderate walks but that went straight out of the window the last two days.As i said earlier i'm hardly craving but my emotions are going through the roof.
I'm under it