day 10 and evil

[nsd_user663_25112]

Hi i am having the most awful day just rowing with my OH. Im totally bored with everything around me. Deep depression i get the hoover out and put the washing on and then i have a pop at my OH for not helping out. Im worried about my dad they have put him im a care home for 8weeks till he gets walking again the hosp put him their cos there short of beds. I spoke to him yesterday but i dont think he likes it there . I dont live nearby hes in norfolk im in staffs. But ive said to OH can we go and see him so am ringin him later. I had to share this ive been in tears today and my poor OH has had the full rant of me. But i have not had a fag and dont want one because i know my probs will still be their. Am in a emotional state of mind today. But not one fag. Jacqui

[nsd_user663_38091]

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Oh Jacqui...I'm sorry you are struggling .... minute by minute.......is all we can do at times....but you can do this.... thinking of you

[nsd_user663_33441]

Hi Jaqui,

Sorry about your dad and hope he is better soon. It is hard having to worry about elderly parents I know. Don't worry about your OH though, they are there to be shouted at, could do with one myself for that purpose only

Its great that you are dealing with all this without needing a fag, you really are a great inspiration :cool:

And congrats on day 10.

Zoe xx

[nsd_user663_25112]

Oh thanks for the pooh and tigger hug my fave characters Michell. And many thanks Zoe for your reply if it wasnt for this forum and you lovely people i dont know where id be. Love and ((((HUGS)))) to you both. Jacqui

[nsd_user663_33441]

Jacqui you were there for me last night and Capitan and Rochelle when I was on the verge, and it was really bad, panic attacks and everything ooher! Had forgotten how bad a new quit can be, but better today although I had to give myself a severe talking to. Don't think I would ever have attempted a proper quit before I joined this forum, I was too scared. Which is rediculous knowing the damage cigarettes can do. So here is to all of us, we will make the penthouse although I myself would prefer a luxury yacht sailing around some warm and sunny desert islands. Maybe the Mods can fix it for us :D:D.

Zoe xx