Ive made it to day 3, i know this is meant to be the worst day and everything but OMG, i feel like im gonna burst into tears if i dont smoke!
My mums gone out and shes left her friggin fags on the table which doesnt make things any easier!
Im in a different room to them but they are calling my name!!
One thing i am very very proud of tho is being very strong last night and not having one. I was put in a very stressful situation and had to call 999 and was in a stressful, upset and teary way for over an hour but i didnt cave!
I didnt sleep until 3.30am last night and was woken up at 8.00 by a plumber so ive been asleep from 10am til 2.15pm and thats the only reason why ive found things easy so far today!
Ive just ate toast and drank my tea (fuel for a ciggy) and i cant get that "need a fag" taste out of my mouth!
Plus, i was looking forward to keeping busy today (shopping, meal, cinema) but due to circumstances last night, i cant go anymore!!