The past couple of weeks, I've been up and down, wanting to quit and feeling guilty for giving in, but for TWO WHOLE DAYS NOW I haven't had a cigarette and I am going to do this!
I am very very tearful. Feel like I've lost a friend in some strange way. I keep telling myself "Remember the sadness and GUILT you would feel standing outside smoking while your children looked out the window at you, smiling and waving?" That always broke my heart. I don't have to go through that again.
When will the tears subside? I suffer with anxiety and am currently on antidepressants. I am hoping this will go away and I will not have to alter my antideperssant dose.