Do you know what I mean, this little voice in my head and wrenching feeling in my stomach 'c'mon just have one woman will you, you will never quit so what's the point in putting yourself through this, you know you need me...'
WELL YOU KNOW WHAT POOP FOR BRAINS I DON'T NEED YOU SO GET LOST AND YEP FOR YOUR INFORMATION I WILL DO THIS SO YOU BETTER START GETTING USED TO THE IDEA AND P*SS OFF!!
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Dead right Tinks, it's after you because it knows you're vulnerable, or at least it thinks you are. Show the little B what you're made of. You're doing fantastic, especially coming on here and telling us what you're doing. Keep it up love. David
Thank you for your support and encouragement and Jackie thanks for the cake - went down a treat. I know it's baby steps but in my mind it has to be my forever quit, if I think I can always try again if I fail then my previous experience says that I probably will fail.
It has been playing me up today big time. I had to drive to a meeting about 30 miles and it was really really having a go at me, at one point it felt like it had its hands around my thoat banging my head against the head rest in my car. It thinks it is big and clever and yes it probably is big at the moment as I have fed it well for so long and it is cunning but I told it you won't be big for long you will shrivel up like a slug who has salt put on it and you might think your clever but your not, it is laughing at me so I told it you my laugh now but I will have the last laugh and those who laugh last laugh the longest - it has gone to sleep again (for now).
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