Well - in my Champix dream world I did - it was horrible. I had had 2 cigarettes, and realised that I would have to start all over again - and go back to Day 1 on this forum....:confused:
Strange though - when I finally woke up and went phew, my mouth tasted of smoke, and my chest felt as though I had had a good night out on the town and smoked 40 fags. Not a good feeling.
I was glad to have this dream though as over the last week or so I've been having doubts about this quit. I have missed smoking, the cravings are still bad sometimes and I was thinking if it was all worth it. There really have been times when I have just though 'what the hell - I'm an addict - may as well just enjoy being one and smoke'.
So - I am very grateful to these dreams for pulling me back onto this road again....and thanks to this forum which I have been reading ALOT over the last week or so! I am NOT going to give into the 'poor little me - this is so hard' rubbish and I'm not having it any harder than anyone else!
There - that told me didn't it.!
Thanks for listening (reading) - just had to get that off the old chest.