Firstly I would like to say thank you to everyone who replied after my recent failed attempt to quit. This post from Bella (thank you) really struck home.
Gaynor, believe me, I know the pain you go through, I was there once.... I've seen you on the boards for so long now and it truly kills me that you make yourself suffer so much when all it takes is getting through these tough first few weeks/months one last time.... you will get challenged, you'll cry, you'll get mad, you'll want them fags so badly it will drive you crazy BUT it fades.... that's what you got to keep holding on to... it fades and then you are free of those struggles. I wish you let yourself go through the stages instead of putting yourself back to the toughest part of the quit over and over.
Best of luck, Gaynor. I know you will do it. I hope it's this one, you truly are a fighter. bella xx
I am so sleepy my brain is not switched on yet lol but just wanted to let you know that I appreciate everyones support and this is day 2 for me.
Have a good day everyone and thanks again.