I've arrived at day 2. I knew it was going to be hard last night and even tougher when I woke up this morning... but all that matters is that I haven't smoked.
Today it's been hard to focus at work. I felt lightheaded this morning, and almost had a cry (emotions are haywire). I'm still very determined.
Right now I'm feeling irritable. I just want to go home and hide from the world and its pettiness. But it's 3pm, not too long to go and I can walk out of this stuffy office and breathe in fresh air into my healing lungs.
Today, reading about stopping smoking on this forum and on the internet has helped A LOT. It reinforces why I hate smoking
....Taking some deep breaths now since a huge pile of work has just landed on my desk. Deep breaths...