It's day 37 for me and I'm feeling good. Well done Dale for your previous post.
I'm doing well but I've a few upcoming events that I'm worried about.
This weekend I have a family wedding, next weekend is a weekend away with Hubbie (cos I'm worth it!!) and then I have a 2 week sun hol I'm may. Normally on a sun hol I smoked from morn to night!!
I have been trying to take my quit one day at a time and this has been working but I can't stop thinking about these future events also.
Hubbie has quit too but he does not have the same mindset as me. He did not smoke as much as me and also could have not smoked for a few weeks at a time. So I think he will want to smoke, especially on d sun hol. And. He will be able to quit after.
I really really want to stay strong and I'm am so confident about this quit, but I can't help thinking that I'm not going to enjoy d hol because I can't smoke... This goes against everything I'm thinking currently..ie happy to be quit, better for health, bank balance, skin etc but I can't stop d negative thoughts about the future.
I know I should just concentrate on day to day and that is what I will try to do from this minute on...
Ps. Good luck everyone who quit yesterday. It such a good decision to make. You gotta work hard but it's worth it.
